Women Talks

This last 4 months probably have been the longest waiting in my whole life! I’ve been working in the graveyard shift and since day 1 that I started, I’ve been longing to live a normal life and sleep during the night. I thought I will never survive the ordeals of being in the graveyard shift, adding up the negative environment around me since what we hear all night are problems, targets, complaints and whining among the others! I don’t really know how I survived…I was at the verge of giving up and leave the job but some important people kept me going. Probably it’s the people whom I have learned to care kept me to my place. It was like 4 months of imprisonment, 4 months of alienating myself from the real world. Imagine me sleeping while the rest of the world is awake living a normal life! Then just when I wake up, the rest of the world comes to rest….odd but it’s happening. I am not alone I know but I bet those people in the same boat as mine think the same….If they only have the choice..If WE only have the luxury of choosing…..There were times that I asked myself, WHY? Why did I took this job? Why can’t I leave? Why do we have to work at night? Why can’t I be sick so I can stay in the day shift? All the Whys in the world! But I guess the answer is, I am destined to go through this path of life….I have missed a lot of my life way back when I was in the morning shift..Friends, early afternoon routines…everything that I do with my life being so normal. So finally! transition day is at grasp! I feel like a kinder garden child just rewarded with stars for an excellent job! I can’t contain my excitement promise!! I’m no longer the nocturnal creature as my friend said…..Morning at last! Last night I bade goodbye to my nocturnal life and 2 days from now I’ll say hello to sunrise, to the world which I have missed so much! and to my friends whom I will be messing with again! LoL! I warned them already so they shouldn’t be surprised! Geee! I’m just excited..I don’t know if I could sustain another graveyard shift or I’ll just give up finally…We’ll see.